Still high - but deliciously creative with it.
I took an antipsychotic yesterday after lunch and konked out for five hours - then felt like what I imagine the morning after the night before might feel like! I was up and about though - and busy making yet more mess, ably helped by Humphrey who is experiencing quite literally, his first Christmas. Experiencing in big muddy, gungy capital letters. He has taken an Evelyn and Crabtree Noel air freshener out of the box and then bit into the areosol to be surprised by the spray of all spice and pine needles in his mouth. He has unwrapped two newly wrapped presents (not his). Eaten a wastepaper basket (wicker) and walked a variety of items round the house - a packet of Thai Crackers, Cranbury sauce, vanilla pods - fortunately he hasn't punctured the packaging. He is very easily bored!!!
Last night I didn't sleep well but I did have a lot of planning and scheming time. I was too physically tired to be up and about - so tried to focus on what I wanted to do next. Different scenarios. Fairy Godmother optional.
This morning I was like a woman possessed, on the phone and off - busy, busy, busy making plans. I am not intentionally teasing you - but I haven't even discussed this most recent set of ideas with my partner yet - so I feel I should wait until I have done that before I spill the beans in a blog.
Just as I was about to talk things through with himself my CPN arrived and I was into all the head stuff. I feel very bouncy today - and found it very difficult to concentrate on anything for very long when he was here. There were a thousand things whizzing round my head that I wanted to discuss with him - and I was finding it hard to work out which were the most important things to cover in the short time he is with me. He is ace though - and not just because he has a Newfoundland.
My partner has whizzed off to Aberdeen to pick our son up - and I am busy doing all sorts of things. I have an inkling just now of how a butterfly feels faced with flowers on a hot summer's day.
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