I need to have my medication reviewed.
Nothing.
I am pleased my partner is representing carers of people living with BPD on an NHS group. He will be good.
I am disinclined to go out; see people or do anything much just now.
Nothing inside.
I need to turn this around, but it is hard to be positive when I know that sooner or later there is a high chance of relapse.
I am holding on to painting - but can't paint yet.
It is hard to be motivated.
I am happiest just now alone, in silence with dogs and my green hat on.
I feel I need space.
The phone ringing is a massive 'invasion'.
I think some time back at the day hospital might help or as an in patient.
But I don't think I qualify now.
I don't have the energy to think this through just now.
I am just so sorry for all the trouble I cause.
I just need a kick up the backside or a good shake to see some sense.
Thankyou to everyone who is supporting us.
Hold on tight,and go with the flow, Let others hold you in their love.
You can win this battle. Be gentle and kind with yourself. Love.G
Posted by: Gwen | 04/24/2008 at 07:28 PM
We are there beside you Jane, and all of you.
You are special and you are loved.
Hold on,,, you will get there.
Much ove C
Posted by: carolynn | 04/24/2008 at 10:58 PM