You'll remember I was struggling to make a personally healthy decision about whether to head off to a conference the week after next or not. Having made the decision I heard back from the person organising the symposium that I was understood and that the decision was appreciated for all it meant. This made a huge difference. It was a profoundly healing moment as I was honoured for begiinning to trust my own judgement once more. This is rather more momentous than I readily own.
The last couple of days have been full of proof reading and painting. I am well on with both. I have finished another canvas called 'Life Saving' which is a figure sitting on a cluster of rocks with his dog looking out to sea. I am about to start a new canvas today. I tend to title them at the end.
Our son flew home yesterday for his Easter break. It is wonderful to have him back with us and we are all getting used to being around each other once more. We are all feeling a bit out of practice I think, but there's no harm in that. So for now we are being with each other - computer games, pizza, Torchwood and general chat. Time to slow things down and just be.
Kim McMIllen:
When I loved myself enough I saw that what I resisted persisted like a small child tugging my skirt. Now I am curious and gentle when resistance comes tugging.
Brilliant, You are owning your own space and other people are respecting the decisions you are making, which it a massive step onward. Enjoy the moment. G
Posted by: Gwen | 03/29/2008 at 03:25 PM