Jp:
It has been 'another' day, with Jane painting and then sleeping, watching some television, and going to bed.
Again, Jane is worrying about her therapy session tomorrow; again, she cannot identify her concern. She likes her therapist and is afraid that she (J) is disappointing her (frustrating and letting her down) by not getting better. She is still not able to think more of herself (in both senses), and what she needs - for herself. Jane is also aware that these feelings are to some extent symptomatic of her illness.
I wish there was more that was positive to report but at present it seems to be very much a case of 'more of the same'. Jane's review is on the 26th, at which it is hoped that we will learn more about the future process.
The various animals continue in good form and assist Jane by their presence, appearing by her side as if by magic when she is in need of close company and I am not around. Sixth sense . . . . don't knock it.
We are still here for you all, much love G
Posted by: Gwen | 11/16/2007 at 07:48 AM